I love ur style u are so pretty :) how did you start out modelling?
Thank you. I wouldn’t really say I had a ‘style’ though, more so just whatever I feel I want to be that day <3 But you are very sweet.
I’ve always been in the performing industry, but due to health problems I had to put aside certain acts. Modelling was the next thing I experimented with. After contacting local photographers and building up a portfolio on a TFP basis - I learnt a lot and had other photographers/models in the industry wanting to collaborate and work together. I have had such fun and feel such honour being able to express my life/emotions through photographs. Having the opportunity to be able to speak to other beings on so many levels, whether it be my writing, or through photographs and acts. It’s beautiful, and I more than love it.
Thank you again for this sweet message <3 Have a beautiful weekend.
Sorry I have been a bit quiet as of late angels. ‘Jess’ hasn’t been doing very well lately and I have been isolating myself quite a bit a part from posting here and there. There are many things I have not shared nor really even spoken to many about which have happened these past few months and they are starting to take their toll, mentally and physically. Instead of dealing with them from the beginning I had suppressed certain news and I feel the realisation of what I know is just catching up a bit. I apologise for my late responses and lack of regular and frequent posts. I love the absolute fairy wings out of you all and want to thank you for continuing to be active with your messages and love regardless of if I haven’t been online. You get me through and I am forever grateful for the support and beautiful friendships I have built with some of you. I came across this poem and thought it was quite beautiful and raw. It’s such a comfort for me, not only seeing but feeling familiarity in something. So I hope this can bring some comfort, just as it did for me.
"Depression does not always mean Beautiful girls shattering at the wrists A glorified, heroic battle for your sanity Or mothers that never got the chance to say good-bye Sometimes depression means Not getting out of bed for three days Because your feet refuse to believe That they will not shatter upon impact with the floor Sometimes depression means That summoning the willpower To go downstairs and do the laundry Is the most impressive thing you accomplish that week Sometimes depression means Lying on the floor staring at the ceiling for hours Because you cannot convince your body That it is capable of movement Sometimes depression means Not being able to write for weeks Because the only words you have to offer the world Are trapped and drowning and I swear to God I’m trying Sometimes depression means That every single bone in your body aches But you have to keep going through the motions Because you are not allowed to call in to work depressed Sometimes depression means Ignoring every phone call for an entire month Because yes, they have the right number But you’re not the person they’re looking for, not anymore.” - By “Alexandra” Tilton
Goodnight my petals,
Everything passes - so i’ll be back with a big beautiful ball of light soon. Until then, all my love and light to you all.
“Magic exists. Who can doubt it, when there are rainbows and wildflowers, the music of the wind and the silence of the stars? Anyone who has loved has been touched by magic. It is such a simple and such an extraordinary part of the lives we live.”— Nora Roberts (via words-and-coffee)
“Treat the earth and all of her aspects as your mother. Show deep respect for the mineral world, the plant world, and the animal world. Do nothing to pollute our Mother, rise up with wisdom to defend her.”—Native American Indian Traditional Code of Ethics (via cosmofilius)