My entire life is packed away in a van. 🚛 slow move to Sydney, commencing.
Spending the night with my head buried in pages of my thoughts. ✒️ Part 2 of Kazumi Revealed has slowly started commencing.
#kazumi #writing #part2revealed
Loving this colder weather. Staying in, rugged up and relaxing. 😴
Woke up to this in the morning 💙 My amazing loves @nikki_needles_nz & @greglifestyletattoo from Lifestyle Tattoo have hung my images in their beautiful shop! And let me sign their bathroom (Die Antwoord inspired..clearly) ha. 💙 I love you my angels, thank you for always supporting me. I always got you, mad love 💙💙
#kazumi #family #lifestyletattoo
Shot from the Hamilton Tattoo Expo.
I love this bitch @misscassielaw 💗
"I thrived on the pain, it was all I was used too. The happiness was unfamiliar to me, almost scary. Anything that wasn’t pain would amplify it as soon as it faded back to what I am known too. To me being happy meant I would plummet within days or hours, it was a nervous and gut wrenching feeling, never knowing if I’d make it through the next episode of pain. I always did though, even if at the time I felt I hadn’t. I guess that’s what confirmed my belief in magic, because every time I made it, really was to me, a miracle of magic." - Kazumi 🌙💫
I am petrified to leave my safe haven and most importantly my parents. Even if it is only a few hours away, the relationship I have with them and the past dependence I have had on them scares me. I have always had mum with me as soon as I wasn’t feeling right, something had happened, or even if I just wanted a cuddle.
But I have to test this new control and independence I have finally gained, and it’s time another part of me continued to grow up.
I will be making the move up to Sydney in the next 2 weeks and I will get to be with my closest friend Steff. A whole new form of excitement has run threw my body at the thought of this. Even if I am scared, I’m ready! And I couldn’t think of a better person to share and start my next chapter with than with Steff.
See you soon Sydney, permanently! X